2005 is almost at an end, and what a year it's been. Some good things happened like passing my exams, getting into Uni, Grandma getting through her operation and of course finding my soul mate.

Bad things happened too but we'll just leave those in the past and say on the whole it was a good year.

So how about these for 2006's resolutions?

1) Be better at Art

2) Make more Friends

3) Go see my girl and get infinite hugs

4) Survive when I move out

5) Learn to drive

6) Do at least 1 stupid and/or embarassing thing per week

7) Get the band together to jam

8) More gossip

9) Keep swimming

Tonights plans? well... Return of the Jedi which I'm watching now snd errr a little nap then some text messages and perhaps phonecalls to everyone who's out having fun.

(omg I'm such a girl, when Yoda dies and Lukes about to kill his father, and then when he's pleading for help  *cries*... but still its the best of the 6 films)

HAPPY NEW YEARS everyone xxx

Its been a month since I posted more crap so here is more... enjoy

Yes I'm back from Scotland, just a quick list of what I got upto...

- Handed out mince pies and Christmas Puddings to the old folks

- Ate alot of food

- Gave Dan ruffles, many many ruffles

- Gossiped with Grandma about things and 'People' hehe

- Drew a little

- Presents including jeans that fit (and look DAM! sexy if I do say so myself) and DvD's including "Uncle Buck" and "10 things I hate about you"

- Many Many hugs from everyone

- Oh and Mum shared with me her theory on why I wanted hugs

If I think of more I'll post them, but for now, Happy New Year everyone! xx

**EDIT**

PHOTOS !!! :D

Dan And SET

The Tree, Dan and Fireplace awwwww 

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*MORE EDITS*

Which famous poet are you?

You are Sylvia Plath!

She committed suicide by
shoving her head in a gas oven.
Congratulations! She was mentally troubled
throughout her life, and toyed with the idea of
suicide many times. She wrote brilliant and
insightful poetry, although it was all
autobiographical; poor sylvia had a hard time
getting outside herself, and her connections
with members of the opposite sex were troubled
at best. She has been picked up since her
death in the early sixties as a champion of the
feminist cause.

(sorry the links are missing from the quizzes)

Yes this thing is a year old today and without it and the friends its brought me I doubt I'd have kept going with it, or with life at all (so melodramatic, I'm not a goth and I'm not into self harm lol)

Just wanted to say Happy Birthday Blog, and I miss you and doing my thing whenever I want (I need my K fix haha)

Have a FAB Christmas Everyone,

Michael

xxx

Hey everyone,

Its 2 hours and 20 minutes until I'm leaving for Scotland (going for the train [4pm] at 3pm) and I'll be gone for a week but I hope to get online and check emails and blogs when I get the chance so keep me informed with all your activities and fun please!!

SO

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone!

I hope you all get what you want and put on several pounds (because really isnt that what Christmas is all about?)

*hugs*

...I cut out a giant hole (ass hole if you will) out of my life

Today Russell you were...

(oh and I had a Gingerbread latte, which was FAB ! )

...Have more weights pushing down on me?

I thought after Uni finished for the year things would get easier but it seams they're getting harder, for everyone. I think its the Christmas spirit, everyone is on edge and not liking me right now.

Also I need to confess things but my confessor isnt here (is that the name for her now?) and I feel like shit because I cant say the things I want and need to say. I dont have dark secrets or anything like that its just I want to tell her things I told nobody else, and I cant do it when she's not here to hold my hand while I do. 

Its also like, should I say it? or would it fuck this up? Its not that I've lied to her, ever! and its not that at all its just she's heard things and taken them to form a story BUT its not her fault, if I had told her then she wouldnt have had to form her own views and ideas from bits and bobs of information. I just need to tell her all this and I will one day if she'll still have me. 

But I love her, its not about that its not about ever being out of love for her, it sounds a confusing post but I hope it makes some sense.

Oh and she's not one of the weights either, she's my angel and she lifts me up to the sky everytime I see her.

I guess all thats left to say is, I love You. I always will.